May 19, 2013
I'm struggling. My teen is a good kid towards EVERYONE else including his dad, but he seems to hate me. Nothing I do is right in his eyes. I spent over $400 on testing and I have been working with the school to get him extra help for his learning disabilities. But he's mad at me because he 'thinks' I think he's stupid. I don't think that at all. I just want him to succeed at school. He's mad at me because I haven't allowed him to get his driving permit. This was a mutual decision by his dad and I, but in his mind, it is all me. He tells his siblings and others that he wishes he didn't have a mom. That hurts so bad! His dad and I are divorced. He's been staying with his dad more often and I'm hoping and praying this is okay and his dad is not feeding into my son's hatred towards me. I think it's okay, but I second guess myself a lot. Meanwhile, I'm struggling with my depression and this just makes it worse. It's all I can do to get moving some days. I'm seeing a Dr, but depression doesn't go away overnight. I'm feeling pretty worthless right now. Thanks for any prayers. I've believed in God all my life, but I still struggle with my faith when my depression gets bad.
May 17, 2013
I was deceived then tormented emotionally by someone i loved in such a horrible way....it left me with extreme Distrust, Confusion, worthlessness. .... i listen to this radio station, pray, count my blessings and think about my 3 kids...2, 8, and 15 to get through the day. I know God is wanting me to trust him that he will lead me where i need to be. it destroyed what self worth I had and I cant believe what I hear...I know longer trust...i need gods way to be shown to me sooo bad..because i just cant be hurt again...i just couldnt take it...i feel like i will just be alone then at least i wont be hurt again...to trust is such a gift i wish i could open...im so afraid...i need peace...peace
May 16, 2013
Almost two months ago I discovered my husband whom I have been with for 19 years was cheating on me. Numerous times he has been remorseful and ended it with his affair partner. However, after a few days he gives into the temptation to talk to her or see her! This week I told him as long as he was talking, texting, emailing or seeing this woman, then we would be separated. This is tearing me apart! I believe he wants to come back and restore our marriage but Satans temptations are so strong. Please pray Satans demonic spirit of adultery will be broken! I want my husband back and I want to work on our marraige. And my kids (6 and 9) need their Dad back!
May 16, 2013
Please pray for my friend/coworker. Last night she took her otherwise healthy four year-old son into the hospital and the doctors haven't been able to figure out what's wrong with him. They are in the process of removing and cleaning his plasma but there is a good chance they will have to amputate his legs. Please pray that God comes closer to my friend, her child, and their family, and that He gives them strength and comfort during this time.
May 15, 2013
My family is in need of urgent prayer for a new truck driving job in oregon for my husband Ryan! He is an amazingly loyal and dedicated employee and has worked for a Godless and despicable company for way to long. They have crushed his self esteem and his spirit and now thy are sinking and my hubby needs out but he is frozen in fear. Please pray for gods peace and strength for him to find a place where we is valued and appreciated. Please pray that God shows me how to be strong for him and give him the right support.